Saturday night and I’m working in my loft…. I’m so inspired in my new space… There’s a camera tripod in one corner, my make shift easel with a painting I’m working on in another corner, makeup/hair stations against the wall, my new #tattoo machines set up in another corner, and my #gold Christmas tree with a #wutang pendent as the star… I feel like I’m creating everything I’ve ever wanted here. It’s not easy maintaining this space, or accomplishing everything I want in here. But- I’m tired of living in the inquiry of “what if I can’t” or “that looks too hard” and I’ve decided to do whatever the hell I want… I’m choosing to be successful. I’m taking on my life. I have to remember to take time for myself. I think that’s why I got so sick… My body’s way of saying “chill the fuck out”. I’m discovering my own new way to live a balanced fulfilled life. It’s taken a lot to get here, but if I can dream enough to obtain it, I can dream enough to maintain it.